Philosophy Subject
I have no idea what to do on that subject. Making me think about how fucked up I am on that subject is really depressing. I have so many absences on that subject yet I took the prelim and midterm exams (in our school we have semi-finals and finals). Of course I have so little quizzes because of those absences and when there are times that I’m present that day and there’s a quiz, I have no luck to get a good grade because I hadn’t catch-up with their lessons.
I know I’m a mess but I’m still living my life. I’m still fighting for my studies/course with 10% optimism left from my whole self. Half of my heart still wants to pass that subject, half of my heart already wants to drop that fucking subject. If I’m gonna fill all my attendance, get an almost perfect remarks from quizzes and survive until the final examination day can I make it through that subject? Fuck, I really don’t know what to do. And did I mention I have some fucking no-good classmates and they sometimes makes me sick. I can’t tell you why I’m always absent on that subject. It’s complicated to explain.
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