NAKED.LONE.WOLF: Archive

NAKED.LONE.WOLF

February 2012

84 posts

forgetlings: i carry your heart with me by e. e....

Just downloaded Craft Spells' album "Idle Labor"....

Awesome music. Try to listen to Tycho

“There is a dissociative phenomenon called derealization that causes the external...”

“Music not only changes our mood, but it also changes the way think and our...”

These are just one of those screwed, wasted and...

Family and school is not my priority at the moment

Still unmotivated.

Live life? Tell me about it Unmotivated? I’ll tell you something about it You know those things that you can’t choose things that you can’t move things that you can’t loose Those are the things that I have for years Making the right decisions choosing the right acts saying the right words they failed me I tried really hard to change one’s life tried...

Fucked up the time.

I have to go to school at 8am although I have no class in the morning. I have to go to the Office of the Religious Affairs(it’s a fucking catholic school) coz I left my a book the last time I took a special examination there. And I have to go to an instructor at 9am coz I haven’t taken yet a special examination. Slept at 4am last night. Woke up around 7:30am. “Fuck I’m...

“I’M SLOWLY KILLING MYSELF”

– nakedlonewolf

dictionaryofobscuresorrows: n. the smallest measurable unit of human connection, typically exchanged between passing strangers—a flirtatious glance, a sympathetic nod, a shared laugh about some odd coincidence—moments that are fleeting and random but still contain powerful emotional nutrients that can alleviate the symptoms of feeling alone.

dictionaryofobscuresorrows: n. the default expression that your face automatically reverts to when idle—amused, melancholic, pissed off—which occurs when a strong emotion gets buried and forgotten in the psychological laundry of everyday life, leaving you wearing an unintentional vibe of pink or blue or gray, or in rare cases, a tie-dye of sheer madness.

“Procrastination is like a credit card: it’s a lot of fun until you get the...”

– Christopher Parker

dictionaryofobscuresorrows: n. a state of exhaustion with how shitty people can be to each other, typically causing a countervailing sense of affection for all things that are sincere but not judgmental, are unabashedly joyful, or just are.

“How much has to be explored and discarded before reaching the naked flesh of...”

– Claude Debussy

Honestly, I have no appetite to study hard...

“One of the symptoms of an approaching nervous breakdown is the belief that...”

– Bertrand Russell

wearemostaliveindreams: Paranoia, misconceptions: This circle that we ride. It’s all science-fiction, superstition: The fabric of our lives. A predicted, hallucination: To convince us we’re alright. Lock the doors up, keep the noise down, we’re giving in to fright. Inoculation, mastication: Is killing us on sight. …

“Yet it is in this loneliness that the deepest activities begin. It is here that...”

– Thomas Merton

“I had become, with the approach of night, once more aware of loneliness and time...”

– Lawrence Durrell

“Forget sex or politics or religion, loneliness is the subject that clears out a...”

– Doug Coupland

I wish someone would try to save me from the inevitable LONELINESS of this life. I wish there’s still someone that cares for people that are always alone in their so called life. It’s not their fault why are they like that. It’s just that there are many things that happened in their life that made them like that. Sometimes it’s not their choice to be like that. And you can...

“And she won’t be surprised and she won’t be shocked When...”

– Arctic Monkeys “The View From The Afternoon”

Why is it that every late at night when I wanted to get some sleep, I’m ending up not sleeping anymore. The whole fucking night until around 5 in the morning. Even if I force myself to sleep in the middle of the night, my body won’t let me. Me, Body, Sleep, War, Fuck.

I am something that you'll never understand.

Man, I really don't like it when I'm palpitating.

I need to get goin'

I know my life is a wreck but I need to get going. I hate going to school dealing and adjusting to dicks and pussies every single time. I really don’t like the fact that you’re trying to study hard alone yet some people are also trying hard to fuck up your studies. What can I do? I have to fucking adjust to them. It’s their place, it’s their culture. GOD, please make...

“You can’t imagine the feeling of UNBELONGINGNESS into a place where in the...”

– nakedlonewolf

poeticliberation: The pink of the sky matches the red of the eyes as the night wastes away. It is here, under the shroud that thoughts and emotions strong and powerful both unravel. This darkness, provides comfort and cover, for emotions to grow And minds to connect, regardless Of where they reside. This is the creation of creativity. The introduction of innovation. The production...

A wise man knows everything; a shrewd one,...

“There’s much to be said for feeling numb. Time passes more quickly. You...”

– Doug Coupland

Incubus - Anna Molly

dictionaryofobscuresorrows: n. the insomnia-borne jolt of awareness that you will die, that these passing years aren’t just scenes from a dress rehearsal, rounds of an ongoing game or chapters in a story you’ll be telling later, but are footprints being lapped by the steadily gathering tide of an unfathomable abyss, which still wouldn’t wash out the aftertaste of all those baskets of Buffalo...

me at school: I'll work on this at home

me at home: I'll work on this at school

Philosophy Subject

I have no idea what to do on that subject. Making me think about how fucked up I am on that subject is really depressing. I have so many absences on that subject yet I took the prelim and midterm exams (in our school we have semi-finals and finals). Of course I have so little quizzes because of those absences and when there are times that I’m present that day and there’s a quiz, I have...