February 2012
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anthrodynia
dictionaryofobscuresorrows:
n. a state of exhaustion with how shitty people can be to each other, typically causing a countervailing sense of affection for all things that are sincere but not judgmental, are unabashedly joyful, or just are.
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How much has to be explored and discarded before reaching the naked flesh of...
– Claude Debussy
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Honestly, I have no appetite to study hard...
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One of the symptoms of an approaching nervous breakdown is the belief that...
– Bertrand Russell
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wearemostaliveindreams:
Paranoia, misconceptions: This circle that we ride.
It’s all science-fiction, superstition: The fabric of our lives.
A predicted, hallucination: To convince us we’re alright.
Lock the doors up, keep the noise down, we’re giving in to fright.
Inoculation, mastication: Is killing us on sight.
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Yet it is in this loneliness that the deepest activities begin. It is here that...
– Thomas Merton
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I had become, with the approach of night, once more aware of loneliness and time...
– Lawrence Durrell
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Forget sex or politics or religion, loneliness is the subject that clears out a...
– Doug Coupland
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I wish someone would try to save me from the inevitable LONELINESS of this life. I wish there’s still someone that cares on people that are always alone in their so called life. It’s not their fault why are they like that. It’s just that there are many things that happened in their life that made them like that. Sometimes it’s not their choice to be like that. And you can...
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And she won’t be surprised and she won’t be shocked
When...
– Arctic Monkeys “The View From The Afternoon”
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Why is it that every late at night when I wanted to get some sleep, I’m ending up not sleeping anymore. The whole fucking night until around 5 in the morning. Even if I force myself to sleep in the middle of the night, my body won’t let me. Me, Body, Sleep, War, Fuck.
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I am something that you'll never understand.
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Man, I really don't like it when I'm palpitating.
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I need to get goin'
I know my life is a wreck but I need to get going.
I hate going to school dealing and adjusting to dicks and pussies every single time.
I really don’t like the fact that you’re trying to study hard alone yet some people are also trying hard to fuck up your studies.
What can I do?
I have to fucking adjust to them. It’s their place, it’s their culture. My professor...
You can’t imagine the feeling of UNBELONGINGNESS into a place where in the...
– nakedlonewolf
poeticliberation:
The pink of the sky matches the red of the eyes as the night wastes away. It is here, under the shroud that thoughts and emotions strong and powerful both unravel. This darkness, provides comfort and cover, for emotions to grow And minds to connect, regardless Of where they reside. This is the creation of creativity. The introduction of innovation. The production...
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A wise man knows everything; a shrewd one,...
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There’s much to be said for feeling numb. Time passes more quickly. You...
– Doug Coupland
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Incubus - Anna Molly
alimento mori
dictionaryofobscuresorrows:
n. the insomnia-borne jolt of awareness that you will die, that these passing years aren’t just scenes from a dress rehearsal, rounds of an ongoing game or chapters in a story you’ll be telling later, but are footprints being lapped by the steadily gathering tide of an unfathomable abyss, which still wouldn’t wash out the aftertaste of all those baskets of Buffalo...
me at school: I'll work on this at home
me at home: I'll work on this at school
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Philosophy Subject
I have no idea what to do on that subject. Making me think about how fucked up I am on that subject is really depressing. I have so many absences on that subject yet I took the prelim and midterm exams (in our school we have semi-finals and finals). Of course I have so little quizzes because of those absences and when there are times that I’m present that day and there’s a quiz, I have...
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